Five Lessons Learned from Chronic Illness: Alisha’s Story
by Debbie
Last week, I had the opportunity to attend the Blue Ridge
Mountain Christian Writers Conference virtually from home. This conference
taught lessons on everything- from how to take an idea and run with it to new
marketing ideas for the published author. During this time, I also connected
with other writers through zoom, and we shared how God led us to be writers;
these stories not only inspired me to keep writing but I felt led to share them
here with you
Alisha’s
Diagnosis
Growing up, Alisha Scroggins dreamed big just like any
other little girls. She wanted to get married and someday serve as a missionary
to those in Africa. Scroggins believed in Jesus and thought she had her whole
life to look forward to. At 23, she was working as a middle school teacher in
the daytime, but also served as a supervisor for a Christian residential school
in Grundy Virginia. But after just 2 1/2 years of working there, Scroggins
began exhibiting strange symptoms and unusual food allergies. In fact, she even
developed hives after eating Chick-Fil-A.
“One freak reaction turned into more and more,” said Scroggins.
It was then that she decided to consult a doctor and was
diagnosed with Mast Cell Activation-meaning she was virtually allergic to
everything. This limited her diet to only eggs and carrots. Unfazed by the
diagnosis, she didn’t take it seriously at first; despite being extremely weak
and fatigued, Scoggins did whatever she could to keep her jobs.
“Honestly, I blew it off as being no big deal.
Although as it took over more and more of my world and caused me to lose my job
by the summer of 2019, I was devastated and definitely felt completely alone,”
Her “New Normal”
From that point on, her lifestyle changed drastically; no
longer was she consumed by her outdoor hobbies, instead she remained vigilant
about her health doing whatever she could to stay alive. Over the course of the
next year, her symptoms began to intensify, seven to several other diagnoses
and the decision to insert a feeding tube. Instead of simplifying matters, it
only complicated things for Scroggins. These complications included think everything
from two blood clots, a pulmonary embolism, deep vein thrombosis several bouts
of sepsis as well as other infections. Despite these setbacks, she never gave
up hope that God had something bigger in mind for her.
The Near-Death Experience that Changed
Everything
As
her condition worsened and she found herself hospitalized over 100 times, Scroggins refused to
give up and feel sorry for herself. Instead, she discovered solace in her
writing; there she was able to make sense of her emotions and everything she
experienced.
“It really became a way for me to express all that was going on in my
head and heart when I got sick and was in bed/resting so much.” Scroggins said.
She began to take her writing more seriously one day in April 2020.
During her stay at the hospital, she coded due to a of her central line. In those
few minutes, she had no pulse; however, she felt God speaking to her.
“I remember very clearly God telling me ‘I am not done with you yet’ as
I took a big deep breath and came back to life in my body. It was from that
experience that ‘Mess 2 Masterpiece’ and really my vulnerability with
everything I was going through birthed.”
Five Lessons Learned from Chronic Illness
From then on, she has remained dedicated to her mission –
teaching others to search for Jesus in even the darkest of circumstances. She
hopes that her story will encourage others not to take a single day in life for
granted-because tomorrow is not promised for anyone. Although her experience
with chronic illness has been a painful one, she has learned some invaluable
lessons:
- Never judge someone else. Always extend
grace. So many people are fighting battles we know nothing about
-
There is such power in prayer. I could give
example after example of how I’ve seen God move in the big and little… He is so
personal and intimate.
- God’s purposes and plans may not be in the
timing nor look like we expect. He doesn’t require that we understand but just
that our hearts are open to Him.
-
It’s okay to have emotion and even express
that emotion to God. He isn’t scared of us or even our strongest emotions and
it produces this beautiful rawness.
- Our purpose and significance isn’t found in
a job or relationship, making a certain amount of money or being able to fit in
a specific size. Even in bed, God can use us when we surrender all and make the
mission of our lives glorifying Him. I’ve come to
realize that if one person comes to know Jesus because of me/my
circumstance then it was all worth it.
I think Scroggins puts it best when she says, “Even amidst
suffering and struggles, we can have genuine joy in Jesus in knowing He is with
us so we are never alone. We also know this world is not our home.”
This brave
young woman is still defying the odds that the doctors put on her living this
long. For more information on her ministry, please feel free to visit her
website at:
https://alishascroggins.com/?fbclid=IwAR3ZxaJriqysj9IH6TZMLNwaeSm3yIMJltDh-azwa5vl3hISs2gwR8Pqu_I